c'mon phil {more winter}

I know I should be used to this by now, but really...I'm not sure if I can stand 6 more weeks of winter. Actually, 6 weeks in other parts of the nation computes to like 3 months in Montana. Seriously! Phil, couldn't you just have ignored that little blob on the ground that followed you around? Couldn't you have just said a little white lie?

Whatever.

It wouldn't be so sad if I were living....say....in Texas...

Yup. My husband and I are not 110% sure yet, but we feel a huge pull in our hearts to move to Texas and help his Uncle's church down there. My hubby approached me about this desire last October. And I was all like, "HECK NO!!!!" I bursted that bubble real quick! I ranted on, "Are you serious! I absolutely have the perfect house, I absolutely LOVE my friends here and to top it off, my biz is so fruitful now! God would have to give me a lightning bolt from the sky with a written message telling me to go before I would even consider it!!!"

It's funny how the desire that was placed in my heart about a month ago was bigger than a physical lightning bolt. I don't know why...but's it's there. Deep down. My mind is screaming "I don't wanna!" but my heart is saying something different. My mind is screaming, "I'm scared!" but my God is saying, "I will take care of you." My mind is screaming, "But but but what about my business?" my heart is saying, "seek FIRST....and ALL these things will be added."

I'm just keepin' it real now...It's hard to hear your heart when your head is screaming. So, I'm learning to tell my mind to SHUT IT and learning instead to listen to that still small voice. It's a process and that's why this decision is not a for sure. Lots of things are up in the air...and it's very frustrating. Believe me. To not know. But I am confident that if I can be still. wait. I will know in time. In His perfect time.

So, there ya have it...I've been missing from my blog and the world it seems because I am doing just that. Being still for the moment. I just figured I would ask ya'll to keep us in your prayers. That God's good and perfect will would happen in our lives. This is a huge decision to up and move my family to a place I've never known...to give up everything I have grown to love here in Montana and leave for a new adventure. It's difficult when God asks us to get uncomfortable for Him...but I know He loves me and I'm at peace knowing that now.

I don't wanna leave all somber because I'm not...I have so much joy right now! In fact, here's a fun touch card I designed for the church down there. How cool is it to have a church card that is fun, thought provoking and catches folks attention...so I'll leave ya with this.

He caught up....

...with my age ;) My stud muffin is 27 today!!! I know that my last post was many moons ago. There is a reason. And I will officially announce that reason here in the near future...but until then...

Sometimes I wonder how I ended up with such an AMAZING man of God who is so much in love with me and also happens to be the yummiest piece of eye candy there is ;)

Happy Birthday David!!!

I LERV YOU!!!

Happy "BIRD" Day

My sweet Ashton is 6 today! Here goes the cliche Mamma in me....I just can't resist:

"It's seems like yesterday...."

...for real though. This little face was staring at me.

He was about 14 months in that picture...so crazy right? Hard to believe that my smart first born is half way through kindergarten, sounding out words and reading. I was so sad that our spontaneous trip happened during his birthday. BUT, we had so much fun making some fun cupcakes for his classmates on Thursday night. Ashton wanted a "Nemo" birthday. I think it's so stinkin' cute that he still loves the Pixar fishy! He gets to wear the birthday crown all day on Friday and give these cute cupcakes to his friends. He was SO excited about it :) We will be back tomorrow to top off his birthday celebration. But I miss him now. I love my munchkins!

Ali land is so much happier with Ashton in it...I love you Mr. Face!!!

I'm just a teeny bit proud of these...thought 'em up all by myself :)

Little kids love things like cheese and icing right?

God Bless Texas

Ya'll remember that song.....WAY back when? Speaking of WAY back...how fun is posting an old retro picture of yourself on facebook? I absolutely LOVE seein' everyone at their awkward stage. Hold on...oh...what? That's just me??? No one else had an awkward stage? Yeah, I guess you're right.

Anyhoo, my hubby and I are leaving for San Antonio, TX on Friday morning. I really hope ya'll pray for me b/c after my near death plane experience last year, I really. REALLY. Don't like to fly. We're really excited to see his family and visit the new church Dave's Uncle has planted there.

So, I don't wanna offend anyone...because Lawd knows I had THE. BIGGEST. HAIR. when I was little. BUT...for poops and giggles I thought I would go "way back" (yes...a real poloriod) with my big haired self...in honor of Texas ;)

dEaR planner,

I know I'm not supposed to dwell on past relationships, but I can't help wondering how you will compare to my last relationship. We (my 2009 planner and I) had a good thing going. Sure, it didn't have the luxury of a leather cover...and yes, I know you were available in 2009. I said I'm sorry OK? It's just that when I venture forth for a new one of you, I don't think of committing in September. That's just weird. I like the whole "let's start in January" thing.

Speaking of commitment. I have issues with that and you guys. I know that we're gonna be in this for a whole year together...well, till July with you. I need to know that we're a good fit... Do you let me put all my crazy lists everywhere? Do you let me see a whole month AND put the nitty gritty in my week?

I have a confession...after buying you, I did go to Target and scope out the competition...

*FLINCH*

I'M SORRY! I just don't know if it's going to work out...I have serious issues when it comes to the organization of my schedule. I'll give it some more time...

But if it ends up that I have to let you go...

It's not you...it's me.

sisters {rock}

Whitty and I had a bit o' fun at the Home Depot. For Dave's anniversary

present, I got him... a.k.a. more "us" than him-because I'm the family documenter,

a Flip video camera. We seriously do not have barely ANY footage of our family...

for the past two years. Maybe because of our dino age camcorder? Or maybe because

of me starting a biz? I'd like to blame it on the cam but really, it's not that old...

Just inconvenient to charge and then make sure I have tape and then, "Oh crap! We

don't have any tape!!! What can we record over?" Then that leads to a big mess on the

floor where we're digging to get to old Thirty9 (the band that we used to be in) footage.

Geez!

It's just way easier to stuff this thing into my computer and BAM! There it is...ready to be

transported to my external drive :) It will be SO nice to just move these bad boy

video files to a DVD and mail them to the Mamma's. Or even create our own little

Youtube Fam channel even! It's flippin' Fantabulous!!!

OK. So I was super proud of myself for piecing a little vid together of my sis and I...

bein' crazy as usual..

Yes, we're wearing the same jacket. Mom decided to dress us alike again..haha J/K!

I bought her the jacket as a gift and I already had one...we accidentally left

the house wearing the same thing. HAHAHA....told ya we were crazy :)

I love you {baby}

Happy Anniversary!